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Do I really have any Broken Dreams. Do I even have dreams.. Everything I have wanted to do, I have done and More.. The only person i am competing against is myself.. But I do have regrets. Who doesn't. The Different paths I could of taken with girls I have met but passed on. Good. but not good enough. Am i bad. or a bad person. No I just know what I like and what i want.. I struggle with just being good.I do the right thing. My regrets. I think of them all the time, But I also move on. I also try harder, I also Go ahead to the next thing. It is scary where I am at, the choices to make, the thing is, the only person I need is myself, and I need to keep myself in a good mood. The things that bring me down is other people, Negatives Vibes. I am on the right track. Other people are not. so I have To let go and Move on... I LOVE BEING SET FREE. I LOVE NOT ASking anyone for ANYTHING AND JUST DOING IT. Uh OH.... san Diego is going to have problems. Because I am mad and I am Plotting, on everyone.. I live my life. You live yours.. BBH CREW.
The feelings Take over, and I love it
It was just really different you know. To like see her and then she would say hi and then I would be on such a high for like a week or more that she even knew me.And I rarely feel that way you know. I mean who I am, and Like certian feelings take over..I try to fight it. But like I am soo good at what I do. my business is people. San Diego people. aND I know these girls soo well, every breed, every style. I have been all around this city. I know things.. I am just such a good judge of character..
I remember that feeling. Just to want to talk to her but I was soo scared. I could not even face her. Sure I can turn on the Promoter and Mind fuck someone but I could not control these moments.. That mall is hers.. Her Turf. Nobody else in this city has held Turf like that. Has confused me soo much. ....no Other girl I have met has had runners..Runners. a Very Powerfull Stand to have Runners speak to me in Proxy... She gave me Hope ANd I never even knew her. I write articles and Pages and I never even talked to her.. Am I wooing her no. well who knows what my sub concience Is doing but I just Like her type. I like the strong but soft tones. The Quiet but smart and thinking, the knowhow but not too sure yet... I thought I got it all out a while back but look at me. Trying to figurethings out once again.. It frustrates me and things in life rarely make me confused. I have soo much figured out but ,... tears of a Broken heart......
Day by day does go right on by and I do sit alone and cry. But I push myself, To get out there. I know someday I will happy.. why does this Bother me so much. The Things i can use...... The Power I have.... The Law is A fucking Joke. . I do what I want when i want. but Like when I see other people getting married and how much i want a baby, I think about it too. Even though my ideas of meeting someone are just work work work, like I have feelings to..
Normal guys may think of like certian things with girls but I am soo old school it is not even funny.. Like the things I think about in my dreams, are like holding her hand. Just simple stuff. That is the person I am. very Simple... I just do not go by todays trends and ways of dating and girls and guys the way they interact. I think it is soo Fucked up the way things are now.. but I am happy that I know I can love once again.. that is what she gave me. if anything..
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